Sometimes I feel like college is kind of useless and... I don't know where to go with that. I know I need to go. It's practically been ingrained in me since birth. And I know this is something that everyone goes through, but... I don't really want to go anymore, you know? I've tired of the whole scene.
I get my associates degree this semester. Only took me four years. I'm a regular rocket scientist over here. Though honestly, it didn't have much to do with my brain. It had more to do with bad planning and strategy.
I just don't know. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. Again, this applies to most people. Some of them are even adults or elderly. Their whole life has already passed by and they still don't know why they did what they did or even if they wanted it.
As for college, it's not that I'm dumb, just lazy. That's a problem in and of itself, but honestly? I'm tired of learning things I don't care about. I'm tired of writing papers that don't mean anything to me. I'm tired of showing up to classes to be bored for two hours. I'm wasting my life. But if not college, then what?
I've got this fucking job, and that's good, but where is it going? I need to find a plan. I need to find a direction. I need to do some goal setting.
Traditionally, goal setting has been my Achilles heel.
But what're you gonna do?